So ma first week of internship during the course of my 1st Mba is over… phew!! Tiring it was! I am loving ma friend’s place as very few have changed. They talk in their usual senses… burst into laughter in the middle of the night.. they do a lot of pulling… one being the leg-pulling.. awesome critics they are and healthy mix of myriad human variety. I have improved in a way that I started loving news … started watching a lot more movies.. and ya.. started celebrating my yester days of Manipal. I would have lost a very important part of my life if I wouldn’t have studied(rather lived) in manipal.. I may repent a thousand times that ma engineering college did not make me an engineer but at the end of the day I am very happy as it has turned me into a sensible sane understanding being with a little exception here and there.
I met a couple of other interns… talked with them… exchanged ideas and finally argued… that makes me a whole Indian… how can I forget ‘The argumentative Indian”??..
I will be the last person to be assigned a project at ma work place.. I still wonder why these things only happen to me?? And every 22 yr guy gets bored if he has no work to do.. he just cannot stare at people… they might think different… he just cannot talk 24*7.. and he just cannot quench his thoughts solely. Gawd, Plz gimme a lil more perseverance although I have much of it…
I will be trying ma best to get ma tickets for the Cricket match to be held at the end of my 2nd week…may be the chance to see SRK ‘live’ for the 1st time… ma friend would be arriving here in some minutes.. n I will be on high for another 2 days… till ma work place joins me on Monday morning.. I am all messed up.. lost ma pen drive again.. dresses are to be ironed… and formal clothing has to be followed in the days to come..
For the past few days I have been thinking that ‘Ignorance is actually bliss’ as knowledge is a curse in some fields. The more you dive into the nitty gritties of business, the more you feel uncomfortable. I still enjoyed my 4:30 evening match in my 7th standard like nothing else. I was carefree, I was passionate and I played spiritedly and I concentrated wholly on ma game.. and during the game I wasn’t thinking anything else.. but the present situation has changed. I am not able to give 100% to ma work. I can give 99% but somewhere the other 1% gets missing which hurts me…oh ho! Everyone says in the interview that they give 100%...even I say so..but actually it gets difficult for me to give ma heart and soul to any work……a) because we have matured and live in complications.
b) the people around us are not the same…
c) Our needs have skyrocketed and d) our dislikes have grown up over the years because of bad experiences….
Chuck it.. no cribbing again!! On being asked why ma silent friend never talked, he answered politely that almost all the students in B-school either do leg-pulling in their leisure or crib all the time… and he doesn’t want to follow the bandwagon… so he prefers to be silent…wow!! No bad! I have a long list of work to complete and a long list of friends to attend to.. after all I am coming to Bangalore again after a full year!!
